I can drop you as fast as I fell for you. I’ve been hurt too much to be dealing with this shit. Don’t get me wrong, I will still love you, just can’t let myself be in this state of pain anymore. You’ve hurt me too much and i think if I try hard enough I can drop you like it dropped the rest who broke my heart. I don’t worry much for you on your end. Because I’m sure when you spoke the words “I love you”, it wasn’t true. And that’s fine maybe I was asking for too much. I like how it started this with I can drop you as fast as I fell for you, but yet towards the end I say if I try hard enough… I need to force myself out of this poor excuse of a relationship. I don’t mean to say that I wish I never let you get so close. I wish we never laid in the same bed and napped in each other’s arms. I wish I never fell for you. I mean I don’t regret a single moment of it because on my end it was real. I know what I must do. But I’m a mess. And this post is a mess.m



I literally crave affection. It’s not about sex. I crave somebody to cuddle with me, and to lay their head on my lap. I crave kisses, holding hands and running my thumb across theirs. Just looking at someone and thinking “how did I get this lucky”.

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"There are two ways you can get through pain. You can let it destroy you, or you can use it as fuel to drive you: to dream bigger, work harder."
- Taylor Swift (via psych-facts)

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